im supposed to be asleep. shoot. i can feel my eyebags growing and growing by the minute. my pregnant eyes. haha. this period of time is particularly sian cos it's when u gotta start planning ur own studying and no one is gonna be there to prod u on and tell u wat u shld do. which sucks. i feel so lost when it comes to times like this, when i gotta put my panic attacks aside n BREATHE, chant a MANTRA, and use some IMAGERY to stay calm.(see, i got sth out of speech lec today, tho i realise it's for anger management...watever la, it applies as well.) so i'm here, after surrendering to my 102 elearning readings, which im more than halfway thru but my brain's halfway in screensaver mode already so i decided to show some mercy and STOP. n continue tmr of course. tmr tmr tmr. I WILL SURVIVE. -punches fist in the air- was youtubing against my sober sense, and found this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VXwarrIYLJ4 , which i thot was "interesting"(typical sgprean answer, but i'l settle for it for now). then i couldnt take it and went to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQo0wDVGHrg for some classical piano music. (it's my fav song! after scherzo in b flat minor?shoot i cant even rmb...cant even rmb if it's no. 3 or 2.-sob-my brain....my brain....) ok here it is. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUNckHguZv8 . no. 2, haha.
ok i shall go sleep. no wait. it's halloween already! happy birthday jojodear, my fellow FRTT. :) hope the rochers arent too substandard for ur taste. haha. have a great day girl.